Yeah, yeah, ah
Huh
Daddy wasn't a man, so daddy didn't raise one
I turned into a bitch by the time I was in grade one
Bitches crave attention, I savored it like it's fine wine
Bitches write diaries and I just made mine rhyme
My ex is tellin' the town that I cheated, I swear that I ain't even cheat
I guess I could give you the truth about her if she want to lie about me
I was the one who broke up, so I let her decide what the narrative reads
But, shit, this is only my diary, I can be honest, it's just me to me
You're the only girl that I ever loved, and I love you the same today
You walkin' into my dad's funeral is the image I always replay
Shit, after that, I went crazy, I left everybody and moved to LA
You said it felt like I made it then left you, but you know that wasn't the case
You said I'm usin' my dad dyin' as an excuse to not give a fuck about you
I got in my feelings and told myself maybe that's true
I gotta man up and be through
Playin' the victim, so I didn't think about that, I really said: Fuck my dad
Dad is the reason I'm weak, then he died, and he just made me weaker, fuck all that
But why am I makin' decisions based off your opinions? We don't even talk
I never said a bad word about you, and you tell everybody I'm lost
Every so often my sister is spiralin', wonderin' what that would do
I can't even help her, I'm forcing myself not to think about it then blame it on
you
My sister be noticin' signs, we go through his stuff
I'm jealous 'cause she feel a tap from an angel
I don't feel shit, I can't even picture him
Feelin' nothing is worse than it feelin' painful
I don't know why you still got such a fucking impact on me
I'm the one who broke you first
You the one who broke me down and broke the way I think about myself
Which is worse?
Daddy wasn't a man, so daddy didn't raise one
I turned into a bitch by the time I was in grade one
Bitches crave attention, I savored it like it's fine wine
Bitches write diaries and I just made mine rhyme
My ex is tellin' the town that I cheated, I swear that I ain't even cheat
I guess I could give you the truth about her if she want to lie about me
If you had a goal to make people think that I'm the piece of shit who broke you
I don't see the point in lyin' about what I did, just say what I did do
Label money I was pourin' through
Tell 'em how you never got a gift
Tell 'em how I never spoiled you
Tell 'em how you saw me every chance
Encouragin' fans to chase their dreams and help the crew
But I never once supported you
Had a dream to be a singer
Ventin' to me about your engineer and I would change the subject every dinner
Everyone inside my team knew how talented you were, it was obvious to us
I could've connected you with so many people, but I didn't give a fuck enough
Look how the story unfolds
I posted you on my page so you got recognized at all my shows